Monday, May 24, 2010

5min free-write

I argued with someone today. About stupid things. No, that's a lie. About things that matter to me, but he was too stubborn to admit that he was wrong. And in the end, when he finally did admit that he was wrong, he didn't care. And I think that's what bugged me the most.
I hate arguing. I'd rather debate. Arguing implies that you have only "feelings" to back up your responses. A debate requires evidence. Feelings can change. When I'm wrong, I will admit that I am wrong. But when I'm right, I want to be right.
Pineapples. Cherries. Strawberries. These are a few of my favorite things. Remind me to eat that apple tomorrow morning for breakfast....
I refuse to think about things I just merely want to do. And it irks me when someone says they'll do something sometime at some place down in the future. It's just procrastination. 'Cause you know when that day comes, they will no longer have the time or the resources.
Yet this all boils down to me, doesn't it? I'm the one that makes the decisions in my life, I really need to start realizing the judgement I'm making upon myself. I do not need help. I just need a slap in the face. A really hard one. ....Mentally that is. Please don't hurt me.
"I can not forgive." It has been a while since I heard anything that dramatic. Yet somehow it makes sense.
My family reunion is coming up.... Lord, please help me.

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